Life comes and goes but is mostly going as it hardly ever comes back again. Full circles we make but to a new concentric circle careful to not overlap any previous footprints. I worked hard to get a job through a studio in Carlsbad, yet they continued to make me jump through hoops; when out of nowhere a studio in Oceanside contacts me for an available position and within 36 hours I had the job and signed my contract.
As I posted earlier today, I have recently -today only if I am being honest- applied for other positions due to the studio not being enough to cover rent and bills and the cost of living any lifestyle, but that of an artist; and what to happen, I get a call from a company in Oceanside who wants to meet with me tomorrow for an office position! Putting out positivity surly does bring more positivity around. Both the studio and this soon to be office position were jobs I applied to back when I first moved to Oceanside in November, what are the odds -I’m sure Spencer Reid would know, yes I would love to converse with fictional characters on the daily.
While I have not gotten back to my class lesson plan, I have exercised somewhat, talked to Anthony and did some at home work for my old boss, staying productive and trying to become a more avid writer being that I want to one day tell people i write for a living -I then must write until it is the death of me. In ballet I have my Red Shoes in writing I will have my Red Notebook with my Red Pen (the sequel). If you want to survive on any art form you must give yourself to the form completely. Wanting to do it all will leave me empty and hallow inside as my soul will have divided and seeped into every drop of ink or of sweat, but to give up one would be to give up a lung -I’d collapse and probably never recover.